As day past, day by day, I'm beginning to wonder back like I did when I was a kid...
How long will I live to see all of this? What happens when I'm gone? Troubles come and go, but life comes once, and when it leaves it will never comes back... But why is it I felt like I had lived a long time ago and now reborn in the present? Are the people around me that I knew now is the same people I know when I was in the past? Family, friends, lovers, strangers? Or was I never?
Some of my prayers was answered by the Lord, some of them instantly was answered by Him. The Lord kept me alive untill today, but for what reason? Is not that I'm not grateful that He has given me this life into this world or I wanna die now, but, it's just that, what is my real purpose in this very world He created? Will I be his instrument? Will I be granted over the things I wanted? (Not bad things of course...) Or will I be stayin in this world, watching men, the whole world, destroying itself, until Judgement Day... Even right now the world is in the middle of a war, not many realise about it...
Life is a funny, mysterious, serious, stupid yet precious and important thing... That's how I see it...